hmms. i like getting what i want. as spoilt brat as that sounds :p hah.

i'm dreaming of... strawberry shortcake, sunsets, walks along the beach, tea and a book on a rainy afternoon. all of which i'm hoping to get in japan (: haha.

while i treasure it, want to have it, am waiting for it. i know i can't put things on hold, on pause button till it comes. i know too well the feeling of everyone having moved on, walked past, and me just standing on the spot. staring into space. no more. because i think the worst feeling in the world, is when you have built your whole life on someone or something, and then to have it wrenched away from you. leaving you falling, empty and with nothing to hold on to.